Unattended Wound .

Since the last I wrote down here I've been having a great deal of love & hatred in me . Yes life has been doing good since my harsh break . Nowadays I hate talking about love & relationships & so on . Things aren't coming up at the point you want them to be . Life after school is pretty harsh & with a current job I'm handling, I can see that learning to be independent is harder than I thought it was . Forget about past boyfriends & well current guys who are interested in us . I partically have had enough !
At a recent camping event, alot of hurtful wounds appeared . Wounds that were hard to close back after a few months of understanding . Without understanding we don't get to discover our current issue . Feelings got hurt & Emotions were stirred . I pray to God to open my eyes & bring me to paths where i find true people who speak wise words & bring out the best in them . I love meeting new people who don't show no agenda behind our backs . I tell you honestly myself, I aint all that but I know if I'm doing the right thing .
People have always told me that I never loved myself enough to show people the true me . All I know is I always show the best in me to maintain my lovable friendship with my friends around . Those friends who have always been there for me & the ones I have currently engaged with . I love you all of you guys to bits ! Mwah ! Sorry to those who always advice me that I'm a way better person than the one I'm always presenting :)
Well . . . It's getting late ! I'm tired . . .


> Would do my best to keep things alive here ? :P *here @ this blog*
> Thanks you Aaron for having my back since day one .
Yr one best friend who never gives up ! Love ya .