love.ambition.music

+ its weird when you want someone to see the real you and be honest about their opinions ! BUT losing someone you have fallen very much in passion with because of what they say you have some attitude problem, its just cruel ! its not the point of me wanting to write about a relationship or love but to make a point out of something. i hope you guys are following me ! if i'm wrong -do comment me about it ?- Loving someone makes you fell that you wana give your whole heart too is taken as TRUE LOVE but at the end of the day, When he ends up leaving you, you get hurt and left aside with nothing !
+ having somebody in my life isnt as important as what i think it is now. boys seem to come and go but do you have 100% positive thinking that he'll be the same guy you would wana date back one day or even be in a relationship that could end up as a fling or a committed affair. so since i'm planning for a committed relationship in future, it would be best if i wait and be independent person whose worth it to be loved or even just an established person in life. well maybe not so far in the future due to unexpected reason along the way !
+ life's seems to be testing you FOREVER but do you really think all this test actually work out the way you want them too. i guess when you prevent things that you presume are wrong, you might just end up going into the wrong place too. do you think everything you choose is right ? come on stop dreaming people please. life's much more different than you think they are the way now ! it can be good / cruel / nasty / lucky but it all depends on you at the end. Make the choice wisely not dumbly :D
+ the most important thing now is i should get my confidence up for fulfilling my dreams. one part of my dream is my hobby *photography* and with that i wana travel the world to capture wonderful and amazing pictures of state of the art statues / castle / buildings & sceneries. my other half part is to get a degree in journalism & PR publicist and a successful one also !
+ do you think songs * well some songs* can connect to some of us ! i mean lyk we could relate to such happiness and sadness through songs by listening to them and their lyrics. well there are many types of songs *ex : jazz, ballad uptil hard rock o heavy metal* . when yr head over heels over someone, you would listen to slow ballads or classics love numbers. But when you just want sometime out by listening to music such as jazz, classic rock and even musical instruments. to me, songs have become a great deal in my life. *example when i listen to classic rock / modern rock / jazz / indie rock* they give me the best feeling when i'm all by myself and broading my mind. to me until now IPOH has always been my most serene place to broad my mind and relax it ! it's just amazing ! i wish i was brought upthere ! i would have been a more different person then i am now. maybe even more matured / independent / sensable. though i am quite independent now. in every person's life we always have this roads that we are to make choices from ! remember the literature *THE ROAD NOT TAKEN* , we learn that the poet chooses the road less taken and he says that he doesnt regret it and it had been a long way to turn back if he ever wanted too. i too now dont regret how i am today. just have to be stronger !
im off for now :D
mwah !
xoxo