the devil is dancing in the moonlight.

new website :) link me aite ;)

2007-10-24T00:22:00.000+08:00

hey my new blog is on .......................... exoticmoonlight.wordpress.com

10 months & counting .

2007-10-16T03:59:00.000+08:00

its been 10 months since aaron and i came out official , it was a lovely moment when he asked me . the love came along as we got to know each other better .

i've been in relationships before and most of them ended up sour.

with aaron, it was different !

despite our arguments , i still love you .

i'm sorry for things that i've said wrongly .

i love you .

happy 10th month anniversary , aaron de silva *hearts*

friday was the bomb !

2007-10-07T23:07:00.000+08:00

after college , i headed to stacey's house for the night as we had plans .
tilla was already there by the time i arrived with aaron .

we said our *hellos* and got cosy in her room as it was too early to get ready .
by 8pm, we took our baths , got ready and left for bangsar .
our chaperone a.k.a the pimp - Aaron . :) the driver .

we reached bangsar about 8.45pm and walked towards a chinese restaurant
for dinner . we had dishes .
it was lovely .

by 10pm , then the rest of the group came .
we then headed to school for some dance numbers .
school as in a club next to absolute :)

firsttimer - me *giggles*
it was fun though .
i never expected too much .
Aaron made my day being with me .
along with the rest .

by 12.30am we went home since there
was a possibility of a raid .
we ended having some drinks in stacey's place before
sleeping .

overall , it was a blast !

saturday night fever.

2007-09-30T22:39:00.000+08:00

i never knew sinhalese and punjabis were alike in some ways .
i went for a Sinhalese Night last night at Crown Princess KL .
baby called me on friday at the last minute , thank god my folks said yes :)

i had a blast . you know what even the high commissioner
from sri lanka to malaysia came for the event and she was a woman .
thats just amazing . a woman as a high commissioner .

now we know women are as smart and as qualified as men to venture in politics .

Say It
:: GIRL POWER ::

so continuing with the event , there was of course DANCE FLOOR :)
i love that part .

i rocked the dance floor with Aaron and a couple of his cousins .

they also played bhangra .

thats how you shake it *winks*

this band from Sri Lanka came , they were called The Marians .
and they were bloody awesome .

the other great part bout yesterday , i got to meet a lot more of Aaron's mother's
side . his auntie's and uncle's and gorgeous cousins . both guy & girl *giggles*

i had a lot of fun last night baby .
thanks :)

well , tomorrow im back in college .
break is up , books are out :)

till then

cheerio,

au voir

bellydancing . say what ?

2007-09-27T23:27:00.001+08:00

had my study break this entire week . whoa , that was fast ! i keep thinking to myself :)

the other day i get a phone call from an ex-classmate and i tell you ,
that night memories of high school came swirling around my thoughts .
GOD, i miss high school !

hey kids who are still in school ,
appreciate every single moment of high school as it is one of the best times in a person's life.
i've had many rough times in high school but i've learnt from those mistakes .

you can be someone who says you hate high school but actually its you who are hating yourself .
i acted like that a long time ago and now i've grown out of it !
and i've never been this happy in my life .

last friday, 21st sept 07, Inti's Social Board held a freshie's nite
for all the freshmans in the sept intake .
well i was one of them so i thought i'd be fun .

theme : splendors of the sea .

after the dinner and the opening dance from the social board .
we had about 2 more perfomance and during those performances,
my friend who was the MC that night came and
inform me that i was a nominee for the Princess of the Sea title .

so after the perfomances , they called up the 4 nominees

*girls and boys*
one by one each of us were questioned ?

name , age , course , why u chose inti ?
and last but not least . any special talent .
*good one la leroy*

so anyways when it was my turn and guess what i did ?

jillian , this jillian did

bellydancing . *yeah babyyy*

and it was awesome . *giggles*
in the end didnt win but what the heck? it was fun .
received a seashells necklace for being a true sport .

i've never been that happy and had so much fun in my life .
but there was a bad part where i fell and bump my head but
it wasnt painful .

the friends i met that night . cant wait to hang with u guys again .

till then ,
cheerio .
au voir

College (:

2007-09-16T18:04:00.000+08:00

i finally past my first 2 weeks of college with 2 assignments in hand and more beautiful friends :) i've missed most of my high school days but im glad i've grown out of it, to be suitable enough to be called a college student .

back in the past , things used to be hard for me and i knew that many people never really liked me but i somehow manage to survive my 5 years in high school !!! i never hated them , just felt curious on why they never really liked me ? some friends of mine were true , with hearts of gold but others were just using me . as they say " one man's meat is another man's poison " ! that's how i feel , the situation was in school with the people hating me n liking me ?

its true you cant like or adore everybody in the whole world but have a few dislikes with people . or not people would just think you're weird ? i miss my friends back in school but as they say , life moves on ! it can be anywhere it's just where DO you want to go ?

i just wanna say to those who are reading this blog that has ever felt hated or disliked you in school but dont know why ? just be glad that , that is who you are and no one is eligible to change you to their likings . be proud of yourself as you're proud of others :)

god bless

addio

2007-09-16T17:40:00.000+08:00

RULES:
1. Put Your itunes, windows media plyer etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name

If someone says "is this okay?" you say,
Blind-Lifehouse (wokay. . .)

How would you describe yourself?
With Love-Hilary Duff (*giggles*)

What do you like in a guy/girl?
Betterman-Robbie Williams (so true. . .)

How do you feel today?
Real Girl-Mutya Buena (love this)

What is your life's purpose?
Kal Ho Na Ho-Sonu Nigam (thats sweet!)

What is your motto?
Strange & Beautiful-Aqualung (unique)

What do your friends think of you?
Do What You Want-OK GO (seriously ?)

What do you think of your parents?
Misery Business-Paramore (awkward.)

What do you think about very often?
Give It To Me-Timbaland ft J.T & Nelly Furtado (WTF?)

What is 2 + 2?
Waiting On The World To Change-John Mayer (cute!)

What do you think of your best friend?
Chasing Cars-Snow Patrol (. . .)

What do you think of the person you like?
When You're Gone-Avril Lavigne (i love you aaron)

What is your life story?
Dancing In The Moonlight-Toploader (so true)

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Bye Bye Bye-Nsync (WTF? this is very silly)

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Bounce-Fatty Koo (*hahahahaha*)

What will u dance to at ur wedding?
Eyes On You-Jay Sean (okla not bad)

What will they play at your funeral?
Iris-Goo Goo Dolls (so unexpected!)

What is your hobby/interest?
Big Girls Dont Cry-Fergie (50/50)

What is your biggest fear?
Long Way 2 Go-Cassie (are you sure?)

What is your biggest secret?
Lie About Us-Avant (we used to lie about us but we aint lying anymore!)

What do you think of your friends?
The Mixed Tape-Jack's Mannequin (50/50)

i tagged cheryl. sherryna. aaron (:

a tribute to a legend .

2007-09-09T15:32:00.000+08:00

LUCIANO PAVAROTTI

*the king of the high C's*

this man was a legend among the all the famous tenors in opera history . "he was only the son of a baker & a cigar factory worker , young Luciano was raised just outside Modena, the first boy born in the apartment block for 10 years, and thus treated like a young prince by a flock of adoring women .

his vast physique enabled his perfect pitch to reach the back of the opera house , but he was also capable of light, delicate phrasing .

at Covent Garden in 1966 , playing Tonio in Donizetti's La Fille du Regiment , Pavarotti was tricked by his conductor and became the first tenor to hit all nine high C's of the first aria .

the three tenors : Pavarotti with Domingo and CarrerasIn 1990 , with his fellow tenors Placido Domingo and Jose Carreras , Pavarotti took opera out of the concert hall and into the stadium when he performed at the World Cup closing ceremony in Rome . he also made Puccini's Nessun Dorma forever his own .

Pavarotti joined Domingo and Carreras again under the Eiffel Tower as part of the 1998 World Cup celebrations . this concert was televised to an estimated two billion people, a world record.

in his later years , Pavarotti's fluctuating weight contributed to poor health . he began to eschew the hard graft and variety of opera , in favour of the easy money of mass concerts ."

quote from the BBC NEWS network

but as we all know he will always be in our hearts and his music will live on forever .
may you rest in peace
god bless .

xoxo

2007-08-30T14:28:00.000+08:00

IPOH , my sweet hometown . what a place to spend my last 2 weeks of hols ?

this upcoming saturday is my orientation at INTI college subang , *finally* . on monday it would be my first day of class at my new learning environment .

this past 2 weeks have meant alot to me , i became aware of many things that were going on around me when i was here & wasnt . honestly i felt better knowing them now than before . went out with my aunt the first few days to get my tmnet card for internet surfing , bought 2 tops from SEED & a CD or two . missed spending time with her & my adorable cousin :)

aaron & me are building a better relationship now than before , i cant say how much i love him as i cant put it down on words . there are many things that i feel so grateful for , things that he had done for me & my family . i dont want to be too serious with him but i also dont want a *play-play* relationship . i love you sweetheart & eventough im on my way to college , im sure we will make time for *ourtime* & have no big problems with it .

au revoir

Jared Leto

2007-08-14T19:09:00.000+08:00

this is what i call HOT !

My peers , Love them :)

2007-08-14T19:07:00.000+08:00

after the lagoon trip in june , Ali & i have not contacted each other in a long time . Sadly to say , i wouldnt want to lose contact with him again *my best friend in primary school* after losing complete contact with him for 6 years . Of all places we met again was in Sibu, Sarawak Airport on the 9th June 2007 for all the national service flight back home to KL . i am still in shock that after all this years he could still remember me :) it was a pleasant surprise .

So yday we met up again to have breakfast . Since i had to go & check up my registration at Inti College SJ , i thought it would be nice to met up since i would be going alone . Could be my bodygrounf *giggles* jkidding :) we took the rapid from 7-11 usj 4 & headed towards Carrefour for our breakfast . During breakfast , alot and i mean alot of old memories & stories came out lyk pouring water . it was a blast thinking bout the past . ! after breakfast we headed to Inti College & after confirming the registration , we headed to AC to meet up my darling , Nisha :) i missed her so much & its been a while since i've seen her .

With lunch down , we headed to Asia Club & played foosball & pool . I'm proud of you darling , you manage to learn a few tricks from Ellan . Done with that , we headed for some snack at McD's & alot more stories started to come out , But chattin with them the entire time was a blast . I just wish we could do it more often :) then Nisha you could enhance your skills in pool .

Well tomorrow is our anniversary baby .! I cant wait to see you :) i love you .

au revoir

Twelfth Night

2007-08-10T20:18:00.000+08:00

As i sit in the Jom Bali Cafe having lunch, I wonder if my surroundings could feel the ray of the sun as much as I do. Finally buying the Shakespeare's classic "Twelfth Night", now I could indulge in the fantasyof Illyria. Wish I could bring my love with me in this beautiful fantasy. As confusing as Shakespeare writes his stories, its much more confusing rewriting them. English so strong & poetic, it brings us teens to want to enchance our english more fluently & much more profound.

Enough of literature, now most of my friends are very aware that I cant cook. Recently, I've enjoyed & gottena little excited of trying to cook. By watching most of the cooking shows in the morning on Travel & Adventure*channel 11* & some on Discovery Home & Health *channel 77*. Their pretty good if you ask me and pretty quickto make with tricks they teach. Never saw myself as a person who can cook a meal, now I'm seriously thinkingof cooking one day and inviting my friends, those who comment straight-forwardly to me, to try out my cooking. The biggest straight-forward person in my life is my boyfriend, Aaron. He tells me straight bout anything that I'm doing wrong or stupidly, honest to my face or on the phone at times ;)

Finally getting my laptop, I've had the chance of writing more & more about my inner thoughts or stupidness in it. I feel secured knowing that I can write anytime when I have thoughts on my mind & read them back after a while :)Some of you know bout the argument between Aaron & me, but now after solving it & refreshing ourselves I've gotten to love him even more than before & most definitely appreciate everything that he does for me.

I love you Aaron !

infinite hugs&kisses.

au revoir .

do you know ?

2007-08-09T22:57:00.000+08:00

You Are From the Sun

Of all your friends, you're the shining star.
You're dramatic - loving attention and the spotlight.
You're a totally entertainer and the life of the party.
Watch out! The Sun can be stubborn, demanding, and flirty.
Overall, you're a great leader and great friend. The very best!

What Planet Are You From?

i am over the moon .!

2007-08-06T00:23:00.000+08:00

i got my laptop . *screams*

its a BenQ laptop

model : JoyBook S31V *black*

Free Gift : A Printer . An Optical Mouse . A Headset . A Notebook Lock :)

boo-yah (",)

2007-08-06T00:01:00.000+08:00

I stumbled across this tag, blog-hopping the other day.
I'm de-stressing, so here goes.

Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italicize the statements that you WISH are true.

Leave the fibs alone.
Then, stab 2 people to do the same test.

I’m 170cm tall.
I don’t know what I want at the moment.
I’m not happy.
I hate my friends.
I hate my life.
I hate my grades.
He drives.
I’m bored of driving.
I have a white handbag.
I love dancing.
I go clubbing every week.
Shopping is bullshit.
I have a tattoo of a star.
I got my navel pierced.
I have friends that take drugs.
90% of my friends smoke.
I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up was rather nasty.
I’m studying Fashion.
I have a business running.
I hate cartoons.
I hate someone.
I have 10 Guess handbags.
I buy CLEO every month.
My parents doesn’t know about my blog.
I have an iPod.
I don’t have faith in the current “one”.
My college mates knows about my blog.
I wanted to be a fashion designer.
I love rock emo bands.
I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.
I’m a rebel.
I’m starting to like wearing dresses.
I don’t believe in love.
High school was filled with drama.
My parents have faith in me.
I’ve bought shoes this month.
A blogger bitched about me before.
I hate sports.
I heart Italian food.
I hate meeting new people.
I hate nail polish.
The mother bear gives me hugs.
People would start appreciating me.
High school was the worst time of my life.
I have red hair.
One Utama is my second home.
I miss hanging out with the bloggers.
I’m a guy.
I’m scared of my Biology exam which I’m going to face tomorrow.
I hate vacations.
We’ll last.
I believe in long distance relationships.
I’m going to get high and smoke weed in US.
I’ve robbed an old lady.
Host a talk show.
That Guess watch.
I’m starting to like applying make-up.
I was a tomboy.
At time I think I still am a tomboy.
I love bitching about people behind their backs.
I still have a best friend.
I have a cat.
I hate surprise parties.
I hate planning parties.
I’m hot. (haha!)
I’m a sinner.
I’ve got a DS light.
I have a Wii.
I can live without music.
Video games are a waste of time.
I miss the father bear.
I love being in love.
I know how to cook.
I have 100% freedom.
Boys are assholes.
I hate Math.
I’m happy with what I have.
I love horror films.
I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.
My old friends keep in touch with me.
I don’t read newspapers.
The news is such a waste of time.
Blogging is a waste of time.
I hate animals.
I can’t live without make-up.
I curse like a pirate.
I’m happy with my 11 year old car.
I hate people that are smart.
I love Orange juice.
I can’t drink for nuts.
I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity.
I’ve got a new phone.
I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.
I love swimming.
I haven’t worked out since March.
I think I’m fat.
I love my friends and family.

i tag > sherry & aaron . :)

thank you .

2007-08-01T11:14:00.000+08:00

i would like to wish my parents

HAPPY 21ST WEDDING ANNIVERSARY !

thank you for everything :) all those bundles of joy &

endless laughters despite

bitter memories .

au revoir

you're gonna love this :)

2007-08-01T09:29:00.000+08:00

Trick 'r Treat .

It is said that Halloween is the night when the dead rise to walk among us and other unspeakable things roam free. The rituals of All Hallows Eve were devised to protect us from their evil mischief, and one small town is about to be taught a terrifying lesson that some traditions are best not forgotten. Nothing is what it seems when a suburban couple learns the dangers of blowing out a Jack-o-Lantern before midnight; four women cross paths with a costumed stalker at a local festival; a group of pranksters goes too far and discovers the horrifying truth buried in a local legend; and a cantankerous old hermit is visited by a strange trick-or-treater with a few bones to pick. Costumes and candy, ghouls and goblins, monsters and mayhem... the tricks and treats of Halloween turn deadly as strange creatures of every variety—human and otherwise—try to survive the scariest night of the year.

trailer .

30 Days Of Night .

This is the story of an isolated Alaskan town that is plunged into darkness for a month each year when the sun sinks below the horizon. As the last rays of light fade, the town is attacked by a bloodthirsty gang of vampires bent on an uninterrupted orgy of destruction. Only the small town's husband-and-wife Sheriff team stand between the survivors and certain destruction.

trailer .

Across The Universe .

A dock worker Jude travels to America in the 1960s to find his estranged father. There he falls in love with sheltered American teenager Lucy. When her brother Max is drafted to fight in the Vietnam War, they become involved in peace activism. An original musical film, Across The Universe is a fictional love story set in the 1960s amid the turbulent years of anti-war protest, the struggle for free speech and civil rights, mind exploration and rock and roll. At once gritty, whimsical and highly theatrical, the story moves from high schools and universities in Massachusetts, Princeton and Ohio to the Lower East Side of Manhattan, the Detroit riots, Vietnam and the dockyards of Liverpool. A combination of live action and painted and three-dimensional animation, the film is paired with many Beatles songs that defined the time.

trailer .

Halloween .

The residents of Haddonfield don't know it yet... but death is coming to their small sleepy town. Fifteen years ago a small six year old boy called Michael Myers brutally murdered his mother's boyfriend, his elder sister and her boyfriend. Locked up till his 21st birthday, he escapes the mental institution that held him for fifteen years and makes his way back to his hometown intent on a murderous rampage pursued by Dr Sam Loomis who is Michael's doctor and the only one who knows Michael's true evil. Micheal is in search for his little sister Laurie Strode as he returns back to his home town, Haddonfield and finds his sister, now she and hers friends must put up a battle to survive as Michael Myers tries to kill them.

trailer .

presenting the icing of the cake .

this is a must watch .

The Golden Compass

Lyra Belaqua, living in Oxford's Jordan College, Lyra is not but a young girl living among scholars. Her world may seem diverse, from physical embodiments of souls that take the shape of an animal, but similar with people around you to become friends and enemies. She is thrown into a perilous adventure when she overhears a conversation of an extraordinary microscopic particle, Dust. This particle is said to unite different worlds, and is feared by many who want to destroy it forever. As Lyra is flung into the middle of this horrible struggle, she meets wondrous creatures both big and small, and villains who are not what they seem. Gobblers, that kidnap children, will turn out in the most unexpected places. And a magical compass of gold that will answer any question if one is skilled enough to read it. Lyra's adventure continues throughout these three books, and the first is about to be told.

trailer .

au revoir

he surprised me for real this time .

2007-07-31T17:12:00.000+08:00

Aaron . this time left me speechless

with two surprises .

the 1st suprise
he got me 2 pendants .
. a love shaped thats beautiful .

&
. a transparent apple with a silver leaf .

the 2nd surprise was

. an adorable soft toy .

i named the soft toy = baron :)

baby, words cant explain how i feel for you but i know

that this time we will be ready for what we

werent before .

i love you aaron de silva.

au revoir

an ideal tattoo .

2007-07-24T17:19:00.000+08:00

surprise surprise ! ! !

actually this tattoo was meant to be done on the lower back like the picture indicates .

i've made up my mind and im putting this tattoo on my ankle .
it looks rather good & i cant wait another 2 years

to do it .

a photo that shook heads around .
even my own boyfriend melted seeing this picture .

i love this picture :)

au revoir

im pretty dominant with language .

2007-07-23T13:18:00.000+08:00

Your Dominant Intelligence is Linguistic Intelligence

You are excellent with words and language. You explain yourself well.An elegant speaker, you can converse well with anyone on the fly.You are also good at remembering information and convicing someone of your point of view.A master of creative phrasing and unique words, you enjoy expanding your vocabulary.
You would make a fantastic poet, journalist, writer, teacher, lawyer, politician, or translator.

http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofintelligencedoyouhavequiz/"

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

family reunion .

2007-07-23T12:31:00.000+08:00

My weekend was rather comforting. Parents were shaking to their groove at my mum's TMGS class of 74' reunion dinner, while my sister & i enjoyed a relaxing evening at home with pizza & internet to kill the boredom. What was more surprising was the fact that Aaron * my bf * stopped by to look out for me & my sister since we were home alone. I cant believe he still treats me like a baby :) *pouts* but baby you know i love you.

I feel curious about how 50 year old women with children & some even with grandchildren can still look ravishing. You'be surprised. I wish at 50 I too would look as great as my mum. Talking about 50, some of my friends who have seen my poh-poh * my chinese grandma * cant believe she's 90. Believe it or not :)

2 weeks back we had a double treat for my 90 year old poh-poh & 2 year old nephew. Having been born on the same day, 11 july, my parents & fellow relatives made a rather big bash at Tropicana Golf & Country Club on the 14th july o7. Here are some photos of that auspicious event.

poh-poh with her birthday cake .

emmanuel blowing his birthday cake .

my parents with my four godmothers & my poh-poh sitting down .

(frmleft): auntie chin thye, papa, mama, auntie hamidah,

auntie KuMah & auntie helen :)

family potrait.

(frmleft): me, my dad, my mum & my sis.

while poh-poh sits :)

the Queen of the day .

I've got another month & a half before my first semester in INTI College starts on the 3rd of September. I would be doing a diploma in Mass Communication for 2.5 years at the Subang Jaya campus majoring personally in journalism. Dreaming of becoming a photo cum boardcast journalist. What would be better is 2 in 1? That would just be lovely.

I feel really happy to continue blogging as it can help me tell stories to my friends & also really help me enhance my english vocabulary. Well then the new week is here. Anyone with the Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows book do let me know if by chance I can borrow the book for a couple of days. If it cant be done, than its no problem .

au revoir .

reminisce in time .

2007-07-21T12:31:00.000+08:00

Craving for the sweet serene comfort of the beach as I've not experience it in a while. Being in Sarawak was like being in another country. When your in a town where you feel like your a foreigner in a place that looks 10 years behind time. I went to Sibu. There were no rapids *giggles*, no trains & no hmm..... up to kept buses. Sitting in the bus sometimes does scares me up so much I would try to concentrate on the surroundings rather than the condition itself inside.

National Service the reason of my stay at Sarawak was fun & exciting, bitter & sweet memories that are never forgotten. Sadly, being an army officers daughter, the teachers get carried away with my actions. They are hoping most of the time THE BEST OUT OF ME. Honestly, my 'kawad' sucks but my 'kembara halangan' & 'rakit' was amazing. Part of proving them wrong took away a part of my burden.

Charlie, my company, I would say was the most talked about, most hilarious & most unpredictable by all the other trainees. We may have had our ups & downs but we still stuck to each other like family. We were 2nd in the inter-company placings but sadly fell flat after our double lost. It was pure bad luck. *pouts* From being the fastest time in 'kembara halangan', we dropped to last place due to one trainee passing out at the 2nd obsticle. 'Kawad' was amazing but was smashed flat when the trainee giving the commands forgot one command that was rather important.

Lastly, out 'rakit' we managed to bag 2nd place behind Alpha, the champions. I must say I miss National Service but no matter what home here in Subang Jaya is still my sanctuary.

The New Me .!

2007-06-27T18:51:00.001+08:00

im back to basics in my new self.

i've changed & im gonna work alittle harder

this time to get on the ryte track . !

A Note Left By ME . !

2007-03-16T20:15:00.000+08:00

Hi, Jillian here *waves*

I'm here to say farewell to those who hv been reading my blog as I would b out for 3 months . I would b sent to Sibu , Sarawak to endure 3 months of physical & mental training given to those fortune / unfortune ones by the Government . I would honestly say that i'll enjoy every bit of it but what I would miss most is my darling Aaron *mwaxx* . You have been there for me for so long & now at a sudden we wouldn't b in contact for 3 months & I know how much it kills me as you feel the same way . Just please take care of yourself & would love to see you there if you ever plan to come down :)

Well a week after I have returned from there I would b probably blogging bout my experience there . I would b bringing along a note pad as I would write the blog there & only write down here ! I hope several of my fellow friends here would read it & let me knw what they think of this things *tee hee* I have been blessed with so many things in life by my parents , my friends & even my boyfriend but when I come back I would love to make them proud of the things I have learnt there . MOST important of course is my dicipline & my independence .

Well then I would have to continue packing now . Catch you peeps when I'm back :) love you all lots . Till then take care & bon voyage . !

Aaron, I am gonna keep my promise . ! I'm going as this person & I'm also gonna come back this person just alittle more matured & independent but I guess we can handle that . I lvoe you & I wish you would b here waiting for my return . I would b waiting to come back to you , with stories & experience I have gone through from there . je t'aime baby *throws you a huggie*

Cheerio , tata
xoxo

Unattended Wound .

2007-01-14T00:06:00.000+08:00

Since the last I wrote down here I've been having a great deal of love & hatred in me . Yes life has been doing good since my harsh break . Nowadays I hate talking about love & relationships & so on . Things aren't coming up at the point you want them to be . Life after school is pretty harsh & with a current job I'm handling, I can see that learning to be independent is harder than I thought it was . Forget about past boyfriends & well current guys who are interested in us . I partically have had enough !
At a recent camping event, alot of hurtful wounds appeared . Wounds that were hard to close back after a few months of understanding . Without understanding we don't get to discover our current issue . Feelings got hurt & Emotions were stirred . I pray to God to open my eyes & bring me to paths where i find true people who speak wise words & bring out the best in them . I love meeting new people who don't show no agenda behind our backs . I tell you honestly myself, I aint all that but I know if I'm doing the right thing .
People have always told me that I never loved myself enough to show people the true me . All I know is I always show the best in me to maintain my lovable friendship with my friends around . Those friends who have always been there for me & the ones I have currently engaged with . I love you all of you guys to bits ! Mwah ! Sorry to those who always advice me that I'm a way better person than the one I'm always presenting :)
Well . . . It's getting late ! I'm tired . . .

> Would do my best to keep things alive here ? :P *here @ this blog*
> Thanks you Aaron for having my back since day one .
Yr one best friend who never gives up ! Love ya .

PROM NYTE 06 ' Was The Bomb !

2006-12-15T18:03:00.000+08:00

Hi , Me Jillian In My prom Do ! How Do i Look ? Prom Was A Blast . Incldn. Our Very Own Special Performance by OAG ! ! ! The Perfomances by our Ex- Schoolmates & Current Ones Were Great too . That Should Our Spirit Of Bringing US Closer To Those We All Knew . Enough Said . Here Are Some Photos For You To Indulge In . Hv Fun ! Enjoy :) Lots Of Love Jillian . Mwah ! The Best Part Was He Asked Me Afta Prom Was Over !

This Are My Frenz For Lyf :)

Perfect Performance > Energetic & Amazing :) Love It . !

> Great Fun At The End OF The Day :)
> I Love You Aaron For Making My Day Complete With You . Mwah !
> I'm Looking Forward To Our Wonderful Journey Ahead !
> Thnks Everyone Who Made Prom A Success ! Au Revoir :D

SPM'S OVER :P

2006-12-04T19:06:00.000+08:00

IM A CERTIFIED SPM 2006 - 5 RAFFLESIA - FORM 5 LEAVER :P

CONGRATS TO MY FELLOW MATES WHO JOINED ME IN OUR BATTLE WITH SPM BUT MANAGED TO WIN THE BATTLE OVER .

OUR SCORES OF VICTORY APPEARS IN MARCH ! ! !

GOD BLESSES YOU ALL & FOR NOW LETS PARTY ! ! !

LADIES & GENTS :

FREEDOM IS THE KEY OF SUCCESS ! ! !

IM NOT SO SURE IF ITS TRUE BUT IT SOUNDS GOOD :)

.God&Shrines.

2006-10-31T14:40:00.000+08:00

+Yr heart is the last place you would want to ruin. Once ruin, we need a recovery. It will all depend on the situation of the breakup. There are some who can build it up fast but not many are as strong as other women, though every woman has a weakness. The biggest of their weakness are the intake of such blow by their partners who leaves them. I too have just been involve in a breakup as some of you already know. Eventhough 2 months had passed, it still feels fresh in the memories of sudden lost. I honestly say i have not recovered but am working on it by taking oneself out of the shattered pieces and building up a stronger and bigger courage. Confidence play a huge role in recovering mainly because yr friends wont be with you practically the whole time before you completely recover. With confidence, this such sadness would bring a strong will powered personality, not by changing it but by making the bearer stronger.

+For my recover, I had my best friend *dear aaron* to bring me back to my feet though he knew the heartbreak was bad. His a great friend and I thank god i met him. Though he never knew my ex but with all the past stories and understandings that went awry, he knew there would be heartbreak but he didnt know when. Friends have also been there for you and will always be there for you. All i know is I would never trade them for anythin in this world. There's a saying that goes like this "Friends are God's way of taking care of us" . It clearly shown as a positive saying to everyone who lives right at this very moment around the world. God always wanted the best for us but there are some of us who dont appreciate such things, but all I wanna say is that I thank God for being around us and watching over us all time, day and nyte, 24/7 :D Its one such beauty we could repay by praying and wishing God thanks at temples and shrines.

+Talking about shrines, my favourite shrine of all time is the Parthenon on top of Mt Acropolis. The term acropolis means upper city and many of the city states of ancient Greece are built around an acropolis where the inhabitants can go as a place of refuge in times of invasion. There are many shrines that have been build to give either sacrifices or ritual prayers towards the Greek Gods. Uptill now eventhough they have been long gone but always remain as a myth, the place are still visited by many tourists all round the year. I too have plans going there pretty soon before moving to another wonderful country destination, but do let me finish my stories about the Greek Gods. The main shrine above Mt Acropolis like I have mentioned earlier is the Parthenon, but due to the centuries that have past the shrine was destoryed once but rebuild to its original positions. The tiny temple to Nike Athena or the Athena of Victory which commemorates the Athenians victory over the Persians. Since I cant finish up everything here do check up on this website below to get a better view on this topic.

http://www.athensguide.com/acropolis.html.
hit me back wit ya comments aight . tc
mwah !
x

love.ambition.music

2006-10-25T13:28:00.000+08:00

+ its weird when you want someone to see the real you and be honest about their opinions ! BUT losing someone you have fallen very much in passion with because of what they say you have some attitude problem, its just cruel ! its not the point of me wanting to write about a relationship or love but to make a point out of something. i hope you guys are following me ! if i'm wrong -do comment me about it ?- Loving someone makes you fell that you wana give your whole heart too is taken as TRUE LOVE but at the end of the day, When he ends up leaving you, you get hurt and left aside with nothing !
+ having somebody in my life isnt as important as what i think it is now. boys seem to come and go but do you have 100% positive thinking that he'll be the same guy you would wana date back one day or even be in a relationship that could end up as a fling or a committed affair. so since i'm planning for a committed relationship in future, it would be best if i wait and be independent person whose worth it to be loved or even just an established person in life. well maybe not so far in the future due to unexpected reason along the way !
+ life's seems to be testing you FOREVER but do you really think all this test actually work out the way you want them too. i guess when you prevent things that you presume are wrong, you might just end up going into the wrong place too. do you think everything you choose is right ? come on stop dreaming people please. life's much more different than you think they are the way now ! it can be good / cruel / nasty / lucky but it all depends on you at the end. Make the choice wisely not dumbly :D
+ the most important thing now is i should get my confidence up for fulfilling my dreams. one part of my dream is my hobby *photography* and with that i wana travel the world to capture wonderful and amazing pictures of state of the art statues / castle / buildings & sceneries. my other half part is to get a degree in journalism & PR publicist and a successful one also !
+ do you think songs * well some songs* can connect to some of us ! i mean lyk we could relate to such happiness and sadness through songs by listening to them and their lyrics. well there are many types of songs *ex : jazz, ballad uptil hard rock o heavy metal* . when yr head over heels over someone, you would listen to slow ballads or classics love numbers. But when you just want sometime out by listening to music such as jazz, classic rock and even musical instruments. to me, songs have become a great deal in my life. *example when i listen to classic rock / modern rock / jazz / indie rock* they give me the best feeling when i'm all by myself and broading my mind. to me until now IPOH has always been my most serene place to broad my mind and relax it ! it's just amazing ! i wish i was brought upthere ! i would have been a more different person then i am now. maybe even more matured / independent / sensable. though i am quite independent now. in every person's life we always have this roads that we are to make choices from ! remember the literature *THE ROAD NOT TAKEN* , we learn that the poet chooses the road less taken and he says that he doesnt regret it and it had been a long way to turn back if he ever wanted too. i too now dont regret how i am today. just have to be stronger !
im off for now :D
mwah !
xoxo

.delesh's.bday.at.pyramid !

2006-10-22T16:53:00.000+08:00

+ on the 14th last week . i had a reunion wit some of my pretty close frenz whom i have not met in lyk a year plus :D well the best part was meeting them again ! n what an occasion it was due to it was delesh's bday :) well before i tell u what i have been doin for a week i'll show you a couple of pictures first of that event ! ! !

me.halesh.bdaygurl! @ KFC
me.Gnet&delesh ! love.u.guys !me&net :D *check.out.the.BANDS*net&halesh ! mwah ! *when.U.get.addicted.to.photography* the.group.again :D

+well the day was great ! we first met up about 1 somethin pm :D n we headed of straight to get the movies tickets too *John Tucker Must Die* gawd that was some movie la ... bt the movie was lyk in an hour ! so we decided to go and grab somethin to eat at KFC ! while at KFC . we all starting talkin bout each other's stories since we have not met for some time ! then the bday girl starting talkin bout this guy name Aaron ! the best part was afta talkin bout him for lyk 15 mins ! he turn up out of no where :D well then he's got a long live ahead !
+ a while later afta much introduction we headed for the movies ! it jz unexplainable because the movie was completely hilarious n fun ! especially the part where u find john tucker in ladies thongs *hahahaha*
+ afta the movie we headed for some shoppin :D bought some bag . and some other things that i cant quite recall ! well by the time it was 7pm we had to leave . so then Gnet drop me off at my hse and i followed my dad's fren to his hse due to my nani got admitted in the hospital on that very day during the movie :(
+ bt now she's alryte and she's recoverin wonderfully ! well then i guess i gotta go
+ owh yeah n if u notices my pics properly ! u would notice i cut my hair again :S

love mwah !
xoxo

PROM NYTE 06 '

2006-10-14T19:06:00.000+08:00

glam! is somethin thats looked for on our prom nyte :D

from the beautiful words *viva.la.glam* ! ! !

OMG ! ! !

2006-10-14T18:37:00.000+08:00

+ i cant believe there's lyk 37 more days to SPM ! ! ! owh im so not ready ... im oni half ready :'( why does time fly so fast ! ! ! only god can help me now :D

+ well at least i noe im half ready bt i should b more ready then now ! today i went to HyperMedia library :D mimi n me were actually studying physics ! we reach there bout 1.30pm . couldnt find a place on the fourth floor at first then when up to the sixth floor and well also no place ! bt thank GOD when we reach the fourth floor again we found :D studied alot on our haba n tenaga & mostly alot of our form five topics !!!

+ we were there bout 1 hour plus bt then i got hungry n we decided to go to McD for me to get somethin to eat bt ended up we also studied there :D it was also easy in McD to eat ! god i was real hungry ... now also im real hungry jz got back from there ! be4 comin back we went around some shops to try on dresses ! i looked god in a black dress bt i forgot to take a pic of it :S so sad isnt it ? here's jz some pic that my girlf *mimi* took :D

well then gottago ......

bye

mwah !!!

xoxo

Jaclyn Victor :D

2006-10-09T14:46:00.000+08:00

+ last saturday . i met our very First Malaysian Idol Jaclyn Victor at Subang Parade ! she was lovely and so joyful while talking to her ! those who're reading this blog :D you guys should really check out her new CD entitled Inilah JAC =) the album's wonderful and soulful !
n well p/s : i notice my *messy* hair !

+ other than that nothing much had come through on that saturday nyte . though my sis thought i had a crush on a fren of mine who lived in another country bt was a malaysian before ! i laughed alot when she said it bt then i thought of it on why she said such a thing ? honestly until now i have no idea why she told me that bt who cares im gonna meet him also pretty soon and well start talking lyk normal ! :D

+ last nyte i watched this wonderful movie on hallmark titled *Much Ado About Nothing* and it was so beautiful N touching . its about a modern take on Shakespeares classic depicts how colleagues conspire to unite a warring couple who are thrown together as co-anchors of a news show ! its lovely TRUST me !!! enjoy it and let me noe yr fed back on my blog alryte :D bt all i can say its the ending is BEAUTIFUL =)

+ well then now i've got to leave ! bubye mwah !!!

my mid hols are up !

2006-10-07T18:13:00.000+08:00

+ its not that wrong when u think of it bt the torture of stayin at home for a week is jz B.A.D ! pls help me !
+ well then im goin back to SKOOL on monday n we're gonna hv *gerakgempur* none stop for two weeks be4 schools completely over . then its Diwali n then Raya :D finally S.P.M ! im dEaD for sure ... first time , well second time in my lyf afta studyin for PMR now im killing my mind for SPM ! i only wana make my parents proud of me hopin they see im not as playful as be4 ... i mean i as in i still am a little bt not as bad as be4 !
+ my love lyf so far has been 0% SINCE the break up wit hariQ ! seem to not be interested in anyone currently bt im not desperate to find one jz yet ! im glad SPM is the main thing in my mind now at least its not as painful as a heartbreak ! i've never felt so bad in my whole lyf plus broke down a couple of times ! bt okey im suppose to forget this ... his off ! bye hariQ im sori :'(

new topic
+ my sis is off for her week freedom holiday eversince she finished her PMR yesterday ! well im proud of her ... i saw the way she studied n well i wish her the best of luck in achieving her goal ! bt i think now her goal is to have as much fun as she wants be4 her results come out ! gawd that song *best i ever had* is stuck in my mind n its making me so in love with it :D jz love it mwah ! a friend of mine also loves a song so much bt he just seem to cant find it due to he has no idea whats the artist name and the songs name bt i do wish him the best of luck to find it ! it is shown that when u love somethin so much n try yr best finding it ! it wil come to u one day =)
+ i HATE having menstrual ! its torture ! had to get up at 5am today becoz of the cramps ... n slept back at 8am ! bt somehow when i went back to sleep i felt more comfortable lyk as though i was sleepin on feathers ! that was what the feeling was lyk ... afta that i got up at 1pm . had lunch n studied bout 2 hours of physics to do some form four catching up with the bab *daya&gerakan* n also *cahaya&penglihatan* ! hope my full concentration was well worth it ! afta this i have to continue with chemistry also planning to do some form four catching up in the bab *asid.bes&garam* .... i cant b playful anymore its my last chance to do all this and hv a good outcome with my results !
+ well now i gota go ! dads calling :D bubye !
mwah !
XOXO

A SONG I'LL NEVER FORGET :D

2006-10-02T17:41:00.000+08:00

VERTICAL HORIZON LYRICS
"Best I Ever Had (Grey Sky Morning)"
So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

Nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now

[Chorus]
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had

So you stole my world
Now I'm just a phony
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely

Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better

[Chorus]
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't need me back
You're just the best I ever had

And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can't take it so I
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You're always right

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

What was it you wanted
Could it be I'm haunted

[Chorus]
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
I don't want you back
You're just the best I ever had
The best I ever had
The best I ever

7 day holiday for us SPM takers !

2006-10-01T13:37:00.000+08:00

+ aiyo its a 7 day holiday bt it feels lyk forever ! sleep late wake up late then study somemore ! Gwd its jz wrong for us to stay at home n study study ! :( im here sitting by the computer and watchin the movie Anaconda 2: hunt of the blood orchid ! what a bore with so many screaming and crying :) its so funnie to watch !
+ saturday morning i woke up and the first thing my sister told me was to get ready by 3.30pm and look nice ... she told me auntie Jin was gonna pick us up and bring us to Putrajaya ! so i felt excited and by 3.30 i got dressed bt we only went bout 4.30pm lyk that ... due to a few latecomers ... it turned out auntie Jin was bringing her two children, my sister and me to an advertisment casting area in PJ *which was actually petaling jaya and not Putrajaya*... the audition at the production house was for an arab advertisment and somethin lyk a mobile advertisment ! we had to wait for an hour and a half before we got the chance to go in the casting room ! kavita went in first , followed by her brother paviter and then me ... lastly my sister :)
+ when i went in the first thing they asked me to do was to hold a piece of paper that had been written my name . age n height ! so the guy then took a photo of me and then ask me to look at the camera to present myself ... by saying my name . age . height ! they then ask me to stand looking straight . then turn left . then look straight . then turn right n finally a full round turn ... in the end they made us show face expressions ! from happy to sad to suprised :) all round it was fun !
+ after finishing at the production house we then when back to our subang area for a wonderful dinner at a really nice steamboat restaurant ! we had really nice dishes all round as well ... after dinner we had some famous MCdonald ice cream and then we moved on to auntie Jin's house ... mum, dad n my nani were waiting there for us so were auntie Jin's two sisters and her nephew and niece :) after getting to know everybody and chatting all together finding out where were we from and all ! it turned out that we were all related through my bebeji and their nani all hailing from malacca ... what a beautiful day it was till the end !
+ and for studyin i did not do any on that day and well the next day i had to study extra physics and moral ! bt i did it and i ain't complaining ... mum n dad let me hv a good time so i give them back what they want me to do :) love u mama n papa *mwah*
~ cya then
XOXO

smk usj 4 ! ! !

2006-09-29T14:19:00.000+08:00

SMK USJ 4 * GO FOURIANS *

the front n the corridors of our skool :)

staircase baby ! :)

+ well i was starting to get bored of school that morning so i jz started taking alot of pics bt ended up wit this four ! then sherree n me decided to go to CC to hang out from all the boredom school was giving us ! i didnt even know that school on one day also could be so boring :D when i reach the CC n was waiting for a seat together with sherree ! i found a sign saying no SEX which is weird due to some people will think differently , so i guess they should read it fully saying that no SEX > no sex surfing ! here it is :) together wit its no SMOKING n CCTV cameras around ! ! !

things that happen be4 the final days !

2006-09-27T14:52:00.000+08:00

here's some pictures that show how BOYS enjoy their game of ONE on ONE futsal !

OLE OLE :D

enjoying :)

dun you think ?!

that's all for today <3

to be continued ............................

schools gonna b over soon !

2006-09-26T12:56:00.000+08:00

+ well for a start i was bloody tired to go school today somemore not many of us were gonna be there n i jz had no mood to attend ! the fact tat is said when yr in form five yr final days at school will b so boring tat now you wouldnt mind not goin to school bt the moment every minute of our school lyf has been over includin spm . we would totally miss school lyk hell ! i now tat this is true bt i jz dun hv the energy goin to school afta the gruelling trials i had jz sat for .

+ thank god college is lyk a replacement bt the difference of more freedom, unfortunely more assignments . so we should b totally happie tat schools gona b over bt thank god we had a tutorial place in where we were spoon fed by the teachers n i noe none of us can argue bout this point becoz its true ! n where we also had frenz from different backgrounds n personalities . some became our frenz some became enemies bt at the end of the day u noe u had learn from mistakes u made n also did things u never knew u would do . we would never regret school lyf *those 11 years in school* its somethin we should keep in our hearts n memories ! the memories r worth it on how. where . n when we spend our time / free time all in school !

+ our FRENZ were always there for us ! bt we seemed to put them on tests to judge their loyalty . no matter wat u do the best of frenz will always b there during yr ups n downs always ALWAYS ! to me also many people tried testing my friendship bt at the end of the day U noe im worthy as a fren n will always b . i never wan anythin to change LYF has been great for me now n it will b always . now i noe i should concentratin in finishin my SPM :D best of luck to those who r reading this n are also sitting for it !

GOD BLESS !!!

trials r finally up ! ! !

2006-09-25T16:01:00.000+08:00

+ owh gawd ! trials r finally over n im glad they r ... bt they also make u feel lyk yr all exhausted n free bt actually yr still locked due to SPM baby !owh gawd i hv exactly two months be4 i sit for the *so-called* exam of my lyf :D hehe ... afta tat im off ! im jz plannin' how im gonna enjoy it bt im sure it'll b too the max :)
+ my class had this feud today all bout the senior page n OMG it jz doesnt bring our class taste at all ! it not tat nice bt we gotta go wit it due to the dateline ... i hope it'll b excepted by everyone, gawd i cant wait for all this trouble in the senior page b finished ! im jz glad i LOOKED GOOD this year :S kekeke XD
+ well my mind cant stop thinking of pdiddy'sftnicole *come to me* so much ... its jz stuck there n hopin to dance tat one day on the dance floor ! im not a les bt gawd how does tat nicole keep her body la ;) n i noe guys would jz b drooling around her jz to get near her ... she's lyk one in a million jz lyk our veri own one in a million winner *Suki* :) congrats to u dear Suki n best of luck in future :D
+ so far i got back my eng n maths results bt i jz hope u all wouldnt mind me not tellin u guys ! im sorrie :S u'll will jz find out slowly those who r close to me ... i hope it doesnt makes anyone to curious bout all this :P
+ FUCK guys wei ! they oni noe how to hurt people n i dun give a damn wat else they can do bt its jz wrong to play gurls out when gurls try their f**kin best to make them happie ... seems lyk the older guys hv more brains n cautions than certain guys i noe :( if they reli wan a HOT gurl go find la where there are too many lose gurls ! wana find the ryte be straight n committed first then make yr move ... dun follow yr heart 100% n then end up hurting the gurls ...
+ Gawd i give up ! neways change topic :D
<3>

me myself n i !

2006-09-21T16:45:00.000+08:00

+ well let me tell u more bout me .. i come from a family of four > theres dad, mum, sis n me ! we're just a simple family u see around town .. we love to spend time together ! there r both ups n downs in this family relationship :D i luv my family .. dad's an army officer n mum's a Pk HEM at a primary skool ! sis is doin PMR :)

well bout me now ?

+ im 17 n my bday is on the 29 march *born 1989* im an aries :) i think of myself as a blur . happie go lucky . funnie . vainpot/vain * at times * . cute * :P * understandin n im a gud listener :D im a punjabi mixed chinese gurl wit * mata sepet * bt i dun hate it ! i love them ! my hobbies are the internet . readin novels . listenin to gr8 music ! well i love RnB . Classic rock . Indie n Hindi Songs tat are ballads ! im a carefree gurl i take lyf as it comes along to avoid the rocky roads .. bt becoz i tried to choose my options i did end up in some rocky roads .. now im goin back to the normal lyf i wan .. i wan a lyf tat can relate towards n be comfortable wit my decisions ! God puts us on test in lyf n i think my tests are jus only startin due to i havent gone through the outside lyf yet :) i hope im ready to handle it beginning the minute i step out from skool !

my interest in my LYF is the one and only ! ! !

. JOHNNY DEPP .

the main point is his gorgoeus !!!

MY GOALS IN LYF >
1 ] finish my SPM wit a good grade to get entrance in college !
2 ] do mass communication in college n get both a diploma n degree in it through the big field !
3 ] get a dream job in MAS as an air stewardess / PR company as a publicist o journalist !
4 ] the rest is just keep my family happie always <3>

THE MOST IMPORTANT THING I WOULD CHANGE BOUT MYSELF IS MY ATTITUDE TOWARDS CERTAIN PEOPLE N LOVE MYSELF MORE THAN BE4 ! ! ! WELL THEN I GOTA PULL THE PLUG RYTE NOW ..........THNX

TO BE CONTINUED ........

maths paper :D

2006-09-18T13:50:00.000+08:00

+ well this will be my third post i'm posting up ... so fast time flys :D i jz came back from an easy bt confusing maths paper one n two ... there were at least 2 o 3 Q's tat could hv been bonus ? Gawd even teachers duno how to set papers this days ... plus wit all te leaking papers lyk add maths..becoz of tat leakage in our add maths trials paper ! we're resitting it this friday ... damn i hate tutors ... they r te ones who give out te leak papers XD okey enough of my maths paper ... te nominees for our prom queen has been nominated n as usual our own WOW girl got it ... it is a big amount of names stated in our nominees list !!!

+ i congrats those who hv put a up a gud effort in bringin this oppurtunity in nominating many different kind of personalities / styles / people ? kekeke XD !!! eversince my X bf n me broke up things hv been weird n all around hv been dull > ... bt we had to due to unstateble reasons .. wondering how his doin now ? wit trials n te pressure :S thought i could earn his trust becoz eventually his goin off to canada n i needed him to trust me here ... bt he seemed to hv taken te easiest step out :'( as usual some things v promise could not come true !! weird thing is some of my frens say "forget him get a new one" > some say "wait for the ryte moment , understand his condition"
im a person who can wait for someone... its juz has to happen both sides :'( this are the one thing tat will always happen when any one of us puts our hopes too high for the person we love ... well enough of my sad sob stories !!! im quite a boring person at times so i need to cheer things up though :D

im gonna miss u B

tats all for today :D adios n gud day !!!

MY FIRST GURDWARA CUP EXPERIENCE :D

2006-09-16T12:31:00.000+08:00

my very first Gurdwara Cup was in Ipoh when I followed my dad around during his serious hockey days .. he stills love hockey uptill now .. becoz of the love of hockey from my dad I had started playing bt unfortunely not for any certain events .. as I grew up in a hockey family, you would then reli realise how it is lyk growing up to be a sportsperson .. I hv ran for my school sports day every single year without fail and even for school in the MSSD ! in secondary I also started playing basketball :D I was only 13 .. when I turned 16 I finally got to participate in Hola Mahala and I had a great time my first time there .. I played Scrabble for Subang Sikhs n also ran for them in the 400m n 4x400m event :) it was so great ..
well then back to 2006 !!!
played with negri in the morning n beat them but we lI played for the first time in my lyf netball and well I joined the Subang Sikhs netball team n played my first netball tournament n experience :D it was great .. then 6 of us we're chosen to play for Selangor Sikhs in Gurdwara Cup :D it was the best news for our subang community .. well then we went to the Gurdwara Cup in JB n it was a good moment playing for the punjabi state team v arived , we got settle down bt was feeling very much anticipated for our first game the next day against FT .. that nyte we went down to this place that looks lyk a Chinatown for dinner n it was beautiful at nyte :D then we had a nice sleep .. Second day we had our first game against FT n we lost bt not tat bad .. the second game was against Johor n the we WON :D that afternoon we had the opening ceremony n our contigent were the last to arrive .. BUT we won BEST DRESSED :D the third day , we had both morning games were we lost to the champions Singapore :'( that nyte was the dinner where they had many great performance n we had a wonderful time includin quite gud food :D I dressed up so mch .. the next day was the last day were I went to see my dad play his semi finals n finals .. he deserved a well second place though they could hv gotten first .. Johor was good * papa's team * the closing ceremnoy was fun .. went up to get our medal !! we then left for our trip home .. that was my very first own Gurdwara Cup :D dad was happie for me XD till then love muaxx :S this is an experience i'll neva forget NEVER !!!