+Yr heart is the last place you would want to ruin. Once ruin, we need a recovery. It will all depend on the situation of the breakup. There are some who can build it up fast but not many are as strong as other women, though every woman has a weakness. The biggest of their weakness are the intake of such blow by their partners who leaves them. I too have just been involve in a breakup as some of you already know. Eventhough 2 months had passed, it still feels fresh in the memories of sudden lost. I honestly say i have not recovered but am working on it by taking oneself out of the shattered pieces and building up a stronger and bigger courage. Confidence play a huge role in recovering mainly because yr friends wont be with you practically the whole time before you completely recover. With confidence, this such sadness would bring a strong will powered personality, not by changing it but by making the bearer stronger.
+For my recover, I had my best friend *dear aaron* to bring me back to my feet though he knew the heartbreak was bad. His a great friend and I thank god i met him. Though he never knew my ex but with all the past stories and understandings that went awry, he knew there would be heartbreak but he didnt know when. Friends have also been there for you and will always be there for you. All i know is I would never trade them for anythin in this world. There's a saying that goes like this "Friends are God's way of taking care of us" . It clearly shown as a positive saying to everyone who lives right at this very moment around the world. God always wanted the best for us but there are some of us who dont appreciate such things, but all I wanna say is that I thank God for being around us and watching over us all time, day and nyte, 24/7 :D Its one such beauty we could repay by praying and wishing God thanks at temples and shrines.
+Talking about shrines, my favourite shrine of all time is the Parthenon on top of Mt Acropolis. The term acropolis means upper city and many of the city states of ancient Greece are built around an acropolis where the inhabitants can go as a place of refuge in times of invasion. There are many shrines that have been build to give either sacrifices or ritual prayers towards the Greek Gods. Uptill now eventhough they have been long gone but always remain as a myth, the place are still visited by many tourists all round the year. I too have plans going there pretty soon before moving to another wonderful country destination, but do let me finish my stories about the Greek Gods. The main shrine above Mt Acropolis like I have mentioned earlier is the Parthenon, but due to the centuries that have past the shrine was destoryed once but rebuild to its original positions. The tiny temple to Nike Athena or the Athena of Victory which commemorates the Athenians victory over the Persians. Since I cant finish up everything here do check up on this website below to get a better view on this topic.
http://www.athensguide.com/acropolis.html.
hit me back wit ya comments aight . tc
mwah !
x
Tuesday, October 31
.God&Shrines.
Wednesday, October 25
love.ambition.music
+ its weird when you want someone to see the real you and be honest about their opinions ! BUT losing someone you have fallen very much in passion with because of what they say you have some attitude problem, its just cruel ! its not the point of me wanting to write about a relationship or love but to make a point out of something. i hope you guys are following me ! if i'm wrong -do comment me about it ?- Loving someone makes you fell that you wana give your whole heart too is taken as TRUE LOVE but at the end of the day, When he ends up leaving you, you get hurt and left aside with nothing !
+ having somebody in my life isnt as important as what i think it is now. boys seem to come and go but do you have 100% positive thinking that he'll be the same guy you would wana date back one day or even be in a relationship that could end up as a fling or a committed affair. so since i'm planning for a committed relationship in future, it would be best if i wait and be independent person whose worth it to be loved or even just an established person in life. well maybe not so far in the future due to unexpected reason along the way !
+ life's seems to be testing you FOREVER but do you really think all this test actually work out the way you want them too. i guess when you prevent things that you presume are wrong, you might just end up going into the wrong place too. do you think everything you choose is right ? come on stop dreaming people please. life's much more different than you think they are the way now ! it can be good / cruel / nasty / lucky but it all depends on you at the end. Make the choice wisely not dumbly :D
+ the most important thing now is i should get my confidence up for fulfilling my dreams. one part of my dream is my hobby *photography* and with that i wana travel the world to capture wonderful and amazing pictures of state of the art statues / castle / buildings & sceneries. my other half part is to get a degree in journalism & PR publicist and a successful one also !
+ do you think songs * well some songs* can connect to some of us ! i mean lyk we could relate to such happiness and sadness through songs by listening to them and their lyrics. well there are many types of songs *ex : jazz, ballad uptil hard rock o heavy metal* . when yr head over heels over someone, you would listen to slow ballads or classics love numbers. But when you just want sometime out by listening to music such as jazz, classic rock and even musical instruments. to me, songs have become a great deal in my life. *example when i listen to classic rock / modern rock / jazz / indie rock* they give me the best feeling when i'm all by myself and broading my mind. to me until now IPOH has always been my most serene place to broad my mind and relax it ! it's just amazing ! i wish i was brought upthere ! i would have been a more different person then i am now. maybe even more matured / independent / sensable. though i am quite independent now. in every person's life we always have this roads that we are to make choices from ! remember the literature *THE ROAD NOT TAKEN* , we learn that the poet chooses the road less taken and he says that he doesnt regret it and it had been a long way to turn back if he ever wanted too. i too now dont regret how i am today. just have to be stronger !
im off for now :D
mwah !
xoxo
Sunday, October 22
.delesh's.bday.at.pyramid !
+ on the 14th last week . i had a reunion wit some of my pretty close frenz whom i have not met in lyk a year plus :D well the best part was meeting them again ! n what an occasion it was due to it was delesh's bday :) well before i tell u what i have been doin for a week i'll show you a couple of pictures first of that event ! ! !
me.halesh.bdaygurl! @ KFC
me.Gnet&delesh ! love.u.guys !
me&net :D *check.out.the.BANDS*
net&halesh ! mwah !
*when.U.get.addicted.to.photography* 
the.group.again :D +well the day was great ! we first met up about 1 somethin pm :D n we headed of straight to get the movies tickets too *John Tucker Must Die* gawd that was some movie la ... bt the movie was lyk in an hour ! so we decided to go and grab somethin to eat at KFC ! while at KFC . we all starting talkin bout each other's stories since we have not met for some time ! then the bday girl starting talkin bout this guy name Aaron ! the best part was afta talkin bout him for lyk 15 mins ! he turn up out of no where :D well then he's got a long live ahead !
+ a while later afta much introduction we headed for the movies ! it jz unexplainable because the movie was completely hilarious n fun ! especially the part where u find john tucker in ladies thongs *hahahaha*
+ afta the movie we headed for some shoppin :D bought some bag . and some other things that i cant quite recall ! well by the time it was 7pm we had to leave . so then Gnet drop me off at my hse and i followed my dad's fren to his hse due to my nani got admitted in the hospital on that very day during the movie :(
+ bt now she's alryte and she's recoverin wonderfully ! well then i guess i gotta go
+ owh yeah n if u notices my pics properly ! u would notice i cut my hair again :S
love mwah !
xoxo
Saturday, October 14
PROM NYTE 06 '
glam! is somethin thats looked for on our prom nyte :DOMG ! ! !
+ i cant believe there's lyk 37 more days to SPM ! ! ! owh im so not ready ... im oni half ready :'( why does time fly so fast ! ! ! only god can help me now :D
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+ we were there bout 1 hour plus bt then i got hungry n we decided to go to McD for me to get somethin to eat bt ended up we also studied there :D it was also easy in McD to eat ! god i was real hungry ... now also im real hungry jz got back from there ! be4 comin back we went around some shops to try on dresses ! i looked god in a black dress bt i forgot to take a pic of it :S so sad isnt it ? here's jz some pic that my girlf *mimi* took :DMonday, October 9
Jaclyn Victor :D
+ last saturday . i met our very First Malaysian Idol Jaclyn Victor at Subang Parade ! she was lovely and so joyful while talking to her ! those who're reading this blog :D you guys should really check out her new CD entitled Inilah JAC =) the album's wonderful and soulful !
n well p/s : i notice my *messy* hair !
Saturday, October 7
my mid hols are up !
+ its not that wrong when u think of it bt the torture of stayin at home for a week is jz B.A.D ! pls help me !
+ well then im goin back to SKOOL on monday n we're gonna hv *gerakgempur* none stop for two weeks be4 schools completely over . then its Diwali n then Raya :D finally S.P.M ! im dEaD for sure ... first time , well second time in my lyf afta studyin for PMR now im killing my mind for SPM ! i only wana make my parents proud of me hopin they see im not as playful as be4 ... i mean i as in i still am a little bt not as bad as be4 !
+ my love lyf so far has been 0% SINCE the break up wit hariQ ! seem to not be interested in anyone currently bt im not desperate to find one jz yet ! im glad SPM is the main thing in my mind now at least its not as painful as a heartbreak ! i've never felt so bad in my whole lyf plus broke down a couple of times ! bt okey im suppose to forget this ... his off ! bye hariQ im sori :'(
new topic
+ my sis is off for her week freedom holiday eversince she finished her PMR yesterday ! well im proud of her ... i saw the way she studied n well i wish her the best of luck in achieving her goal ! bt i think now her goal is to have as much fun as she wants be4 her results come out ! gawd that song *best i ever had* is stuck in my mind n its making me so in love with it :D jz love it mwah ! a friend of mine also loves a song so much bt he just seem to cant find it due to he has no idea whats the artist name and the songs name bt i do wish him the best of luck to find it ! it is shown that when u love somethin so much n try yr best finding it ! it wil come to u one day =)
+ i HATE having menstrual ! its torture ! had to get up at 5am today becoz of the cramps ... n slept back at 8am ! bt somehow when i went back to sleep i felt more comfortable lyk as though i was sleepin on feathers ! that was what the feeling was lyk ... afta that i got up at 1pm . had lunch n studied bout 2 hours of physics to do some form four catching up with the bab *daya&gerakan* n also *cahaya&penglihatan* ! hope my full concentration was well worth it ! afta this i have to continue with chemistry also planning to do some form four catching up in the bab *asid.bes&garam* .... i cant b playful anymore its my last chance to do all this and hv a good outcome with my results !
+ well now i gota go ! dads calling :D bubye !
mwah !
XOXO
Monday, October 2
A SONG I'LL NEVER FORGET :D
"Best I Ever Had (Grey Sky Morning)"
So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring
Nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now
[Chorus]
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had
So you stole my world
Now I'm just a phony
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely
Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better
[Chorus]
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't need me back
You're just the best I ever had
And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can't take it so I
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You're always right
So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring
What was it you wanted
Could it be I'm haunted
[Chorus]
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
I don't want you back
You're just the best I ever had
The best I ever had
The best I ever
Sunday, October 1
7 day holiday for us SPM takers !
+ aiyo its a 7 day holiday bt it feels lyk forever ! sleep late wake up late then study somemore ! Gwd its jz wrong for us to stay at home n study study ! :( im here sitting by the computer and watchin the movie Anaconda 2: hunt of the blood orchid ! what a bore with so many screaming and crying :) its so funnie to watch !
+ saturday morning i woke up and the first thing my sister told me was to get ready by 3.30pm and look nice ... she told me auntie Jin was gonna pick us up and bring us to Putrajaya ! so i felt excited and by 3.30 i got dressed bt we only went bout 4.30pm lyk that ... due to a few latecomers ... it turned out auntie Jin was bringing her two children, my sister and me to an advertisment casting area in PJ *which was actually petaling jaya and not Putrajaya*... the audition at the production house was for an arab advertisment and somethin lyk a mobile advertisment ! we had to wait for an hour and a half before we got the chance to go in the casting room ! kavita went in first , followed by her brother paviter and then me ... lastly my sister :)
+ when i went in the first thing they asked me to do was to hold a piece of paper that had been written my name . age n height ! so the guy then took a photo of me and then ask me to look at the camera to present myself ... by saying my name . age . height ! they then ask me to stand looking straight . then turn left . then look straight . then turn right n finally a full round turn ... in the end they made us show face expressions ! from happy to sad to suprised :) all round it was fun !
+ after finishing at the production house we then when back to our subang area for a wonderful dinner at a really nice steamboat restaurant ! we had really nice dishes all round as well ... after dinner we had some famous MCdonald ice cream and then we moved on to auntie Jin's house ... mum, dad n my nani were waiting there for us so were auntie Jin's two sisters and her nephew and niece :) after getting to know everybody and chatting all together finding out where were we from and all ! it turned out that we were all related through my bebeji and their nani all hailing from malacca ... what a beautiful day it was till the end !
+ and for studyin i did not do any on that day and well the next day i had to study extra physics and moral ! bt i did it and i ain't complaining ... mum n dad let me hv a good time so i give them back what they want me to do :) love u mama n papa *mwah*
~ cya then
XOXO
